Standing on the ledge…

Sometimes I feel as though I'm standing on a ledge, screaming my head off but no one can hear me. Today has been one of those days.

I’ve managed to get to 4+ years of reading the Harridan’s tantrums and illogical demands; and never once did I reply.  Don’t get me wrong.  I sure as hell wanted to reply!  Plenty of times.  There were even times when I did reply and left it sitting in my outbox – just so that I could daydream about that cow reading some of the home truths that the Moodle is too … whatever… to say.

I say whatever because I’m not sure what the reason is.  Maybe he still pines for her.  Maybe he is afraid of her.  Maybe… God knows what.  I can not for the life of me, work out why or how he can even be civil to her.  She is horrible to him.

Anyway, in my world, we are a couple which means it is us against the world.  Yet repeatedly through these years, I find it is the Moodle and the Harridan – against me.  To the point where he will lie to my face.  And frankly, I’m over it.

This revolting, ignorant woman dares to say that her kid living in my house is none of my business…?  And that pushed me to the point of no return.  So I replied to her late last night, after several glasses of red.  Luckily, upon a read this morning I felt no differently!

This was my email:

Dear Harridan.

It’s my house.  Everything in it is mine.

I do have a say.

I am an equal in this house.

If your arrangements impact my world – then I will have my say.

And I say, as I have from the start… The 4 days a week I have agreed to have the peniwhacker, were my maximum.  I won’t move one second more – only less.

He is your child – raise him.  Don’t expect me to.

Frankly, how the Moodle hasn’t told you to rotate on a pogo stick, is beyond me.

Seriously; the delusional world where you live, that see’s you as queen – is just that.  A delusion…

Having said all that, congratulations.  I’m done.

I’d rather be by myself than deal with your psychotic bullshit and his inability to tell you to f*ck off.

No reply.  She’s probably in shock that someone told her the truth.