Happy Mother's Day!

Just wanted to come on and say happy Mother's Day!  Meanwhile, I'm cooking up a storm for two of mine; the third is in Japan on holiday!

So Happy Mother's Day!!!

What the...!!!

The man of the moment didn't come last night.  Instead I drank and sulked and watched the football with the girl.  Which was good; only my little sister and I picked them so I left a spray on everyone else's footy tipping page!  He was sick (so much for the man of the moment!)

I got up early with the girl and we went to Victorian Market, had a bite to eat.  Then we shopped!  Retail therapy always makes it feel better!  Followed by handing out a cv in Oakleigh (not me, the daughter) and another coffee.

Tonight, I cooked pizza; did the housework, changed the bed and now I'm waiting for it to be over!

Roll on Mothers Day!

Cooking... Things are...

Tonight the new friend is coming over.  It's too soon to call him a boyfriend, even if he was of age lol.

I'm cooking pizza.  Mainly because the daughter is home (oh why didn't she go out!). Coming in. civilized...  Eating a meal.  And he has manners; so much so that I'm not sure what to do or say.  I started drinking about four o'clock, then nervous, I stopped.  Now I'm drinking again.

And I'm nervous still.

To the point where I feel sick.

The rain in Spain! Oh its freezing...

Today is my day off; and it is bloody freezing!!!  But my brain is feeling, if not better - then definitely pretty bloody good!

I feel fantastic!  More so than anything else is the fact that I am no longer myself.  I like the fact that I'm no longer careening from the depths of despair to the absolute highs of life.  I'm normal!  Well I would be if I didn't have a brain injury.

And...  there is the boyfriend.

Ok. Going to continue!!!!

Amazing! The emails I got about finishing the blog...  So many that I decided to limp along for a while.  I mean surely I would come across a new Squeeze sooner or later. Right?

Granted the new Squeeze may not be 4'6'', highly amusing and 61 yo.  But maybe he wouldn't be as hard work either; and I mean hard!  He probably wouldn't have an ex-wife (who was only an ex because I insisted).  He would have a savings plan.  Neither would he have a kid that picks his nose and wipes it on the wall as a "in your face bitch!" - but Hell, I'd find one... wouldn't I?

I was never going to fall in 'Lust/Love at First Site'.

I didn't believe in it anyhow.  Look at the past!  The PI who after 2 months got me fall down dead drunk and ended up in bed with him, wanting to gnaw my arm off rather than wake him up in the morning.  Somehow from there, I was madly in love after three months....

The rest of them happened the same.  The Squeeze was 11 years!  It was like waking up one morning and the dog talks to you!

But then I'd never met him...  

6'1" (I'm only 5'7")
Swims daily (read great body)
51 yo  (younger than me by 2 years!!  Well almost!)
Plays guitar & mandolin.
Doctor (not where I work either!)
Crazy. He likes me.

and to make it even more ridiculous, I like him! A lot!  I'm going to my sisters the weekend after next - and thinking about asking him!